Been a long time

Hey,

So it's now 2011, I haven't written on here since 2007... yea I think I mentioned I get lazy? Not normally this much though. Wow, I did three blogs... oops.
Well anyway, I am now 21, I'm in my final year of my course at university, final weeks in fact. I have a list as long as my arm of work to do, dissertations and the such :/, it'll all come together though I'm sure.

I'm still with my lovely Matt, we've been engaged 4 years now and together 4 1/2, its been difficult being in different uni's and living apart but we're doing it, maybe some inspiration for other couples out there? Or not. It is hard. When you wake up in the middle of the night and really want the other person, just for a hug and they're two hours away by train. That sucks. And when you're going through a rough patch. Arguments over the phone, semi make-ups, not feeling you can get across what you're feeling because it's over the bloody phone. It's also all too easy to put the phone down, drawing out the argument more, not the best plan. At least in the same room you can't stop them talking... or stop yourself. Maybe that sounds like a blessing to some people, phone arguments, being able to get out? It's not, you just draw it out for way too long and it makes you feel even worse.
Gosh, I'm not really encouraging to people thinking of trying a long distance relationship. All I would advise is see as much of each other as you can and try not to muck up your time together with petty arguments (guilty), cherish it, sometimes you won't know when you'll see each other next. Keep the communication open, say you'll call at least once a week (hopefully more) and DO IT! It'll help you both get through the time apart.

Well I didn't know my ramblings would turn into that. This may actually be my longest blog on here :). I'm enjoying just writing for the hell of it instead of for a deadline, it's much nicer. Oh, just a side point, I know I'm doing a writing course but please don't pick up on my punctuation, I can do it, I'm just in a rambly, lots of commas type of mood, so sorry if that annoys you.

I may try to keep this a bit more updated, not promising anything, you can see what i'm like :).

Anyway, till I decide to ramble again. Ciao.